She's got it out for me but I wear the biggest smile

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-04-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

Johnny Depp

Long hair or short hair, with facial hair or no facial hair, he is still beautiful. And he doesn't look 45! God must have spent a little more time on him. What a doll! John Christopher Depp II is definitely one of the most beautiful god's creation.

I would give up my virginity to him. Yes, I would fuck him.

love,
nadia.

before booking in for my 6 months training

2009-04-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

cause the hardest part of this is leaving you..

Thank you for the pillow. I love you bitch.
And yes, I have chop off my hair. Heh.

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-04-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

Audrey Kitching

Oh and guys, check this video out. Cute boys but their music is waaaaay too Click 5 for me. But maybe a little bit better. Heh. This is The Maine. Enjoy!

love,
nadia.

burrrrrrrrrger time!

2009-04-18T23:59:00.006+08:00

Yeah, we're so gangsta

love,
nadia.

my heart

2009-04-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

In a matter of days, my life will change forever. Drastically. I don't know what to expect and what is in store for me. All I know is expect the unexpected. I know I am gonna be homesick. I am gonna miss my family a lot. And of course, my bff.

But I guess this is what I wanted to do.

I have learned a lot and been through a lot for the last 6 months. I have learned that material things do change people. Status does mean something to some people obviously. And I have learned to be contented with what I have the hard way. And truthfully, I have never been happier. Simple is the key to long term happiness.
But what I am most disappointed about was people drifting away from me willingly. To just stop being there for someone you were once very close to was never easy. Well, at least for me it isn't. But I guess they thought it was time to 'grow up' and there was just no time for friendship anymore. It was hard for me because it was not just one friend. Although I was very disappointed, I do respect their decision because I guess what everyone wants in life are not the same. And so if they wanted to start a family and ditch their friends, so be it. One thing for sure though, I am not gonna turn my back on them totally. My mom taught me better than that. Hah. Anytime they need me, I'm just a phone call away.

As for me, since love life is going absolutely nowhere for me, I've decided to totally focus on my career instead. This is gonna be such an experience and an eye-opener.

Oh and Sakina, I am soooo not anticipating about the sound of scissors at all. If you know what I mean. Heh. I'll see you tomorrow! You're the only person I can count on right now, besides my family of course. You're always there for me. And I mean always. I love you bitch. TTYL.

Don't worry guys, I'll be home for the weekends!

love,
nadia.

double cheeseburger!

2009-04-17T19:37:00.002+08:00

love,
junk-food-crazy nadia.

baby come back to me

2009-04-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

I end up doing nothing everyday.

I would love to go and get some tacos but Taco Bell is too far away and I am too lazy of a person. I feel like crashing the mall or just hang out with my bff at some overrated coffee chain hang-out but we are ass broke.

Boredom is sinking in. Someone entertain me pleassseeeeeeee.

Anywayssss, Zac and Taylor from Paramore decided to make a hiphop music video together. HILARIOUS! Josh and Jeremy made a cameo too, looking gangsta. Haha! How can you not love these boys?

love,
nadeeYO.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-04-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

JOSHUA NEIL FARRO

He's beautiful, talented, funny and has a kind heart.
God, he's a doll.

love,
nadia f.

tacooooooooooooo

2009-04-12T15:49:00.004+08:00

You know what I feel like doing most right now?

I feel like having some taco, go on a ride on a bumper car and crashing the mall.
Oh, taco sounds so good right now.

Great. I'm craving for taco. Okbye.

love,
nadz.

smashed into pieces

2009-04-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

I am sick of people always wanting to make sure everything goes on perfectly on their side but when it comes to my side, they fucking blew it. I fucking did everything you asked. I FUCKING OWE YOU NOTHING. So why when it's my turn, you didn't do the fucking same?

Professional? Impartial? Hah, please don't make me laugh. You're a disgrace. Fucking shit.

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebye.

fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

love,
a very pissed off nadia.

zoomad

2009-04-05T20:25:00.001+08:00

Ben & Jerry's

Carousel ride!

Mad Jack

A trip with the girlfriend to the Zoo + Ben & Jerry's + Carousel ride + dinner at Mad Jack's = fun, spontaneous, crazy Saturday!

love,
nadiaaa.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-04-05T17:39:00.003+08:00

Audrina Patridge

I want that leather jacket

love,
nadia.

burger time!

2009-03-31T21:54:00.005+08:00

Paramore makes such good music and delicious videos. Heh. This makes me crave for some good old cheeseburger. Anyone wanna take me? There goes my diet!

love,
nadia.

nike ardilla

2009-03-31T16:03:00.004+08:00

The late Indonesian singer, Nike Ardilla. Her voice rocks. Suara Hati is one of my favorite song from her. I can't recall any other Indonesian artist who sings slow rock songs like her. She sounds like Ella don't you think?

Speaking of Ella, this one is for you 80's rock souls out there :)

love,
nadia.

dude!

2009-03-31T14:49:00.003+08:00

Guys are so hard to read and they have the audacity to complain we girls are being so difficult.

I don't care that you drive a convertible. Who gives a shit? It still runs like every other car. Admit it. We are so different. Our personalities clash. What we want in life differ in so many ways.

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-03-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

Brandon Boyd from Incubus

Our kids will be so beautiful. Ha ha.

love,
nadia.

seventeen forever

2009-03-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

The birthday boy

and his two crazy ass party planner :)

love,
nadon.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-03-22T20:36:00.005+08:00

Hanna Beth

love,
nadia.

new headband, gangstas!

2009-03-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

gangsta yo!

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-03-15T17:25:00.004+08:00

Shawn Milke from Alesana

I would bang him.

love,
nadia.

more than okay

2009-03-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

I am not so crazy about my new work. My department handles PR and requires us to be meticulous in our work. Bahhhhhhhh!

This Korean chick who was applying PR for her whole family gave me and the senior, who was teaching me, one Sunkist orange juice each. And so we panicked. Because we are strictly not allowed to take things from the public. And we quickly gave it back to her. It was hilarious!

One of the seniors there was like "You look like an Anna Sui model." I was puzzled. I mean I really don't get it. What does an Anna Sui model has anything to do with me? So she was like "You look like those Anna Sui models I once saw. It's your make-up and the big eyes with eyeliner and mascara that makes your eyelashes so long and pretty." Riiiiiiiiiiight.

And while I was attending to one of my customers who was Russian, I looked a bit confused. Well, I was! With all those Russian documents in Russian makes me confused! The guy was a 35 year-old male Caucasian with really nice blue eyes. So while I was scrutinizing his documents, my senior asked "Nadia, are you okay?" To which the Russian guy replied "Of course she's okay. She's more than okay." And he smiled. I just smiled back. After everything was done and he was allowed to go home, he said "That's it? Can I come back sometime? To see her?" *points at me* My senior was like "Whaaaaat?" And he giggled, mumbled "Nothing, nothing." And then he walked away.

SIAO THE TING TONG!

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-03-08T20:33:00.005+08:00

Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday

love,
nadia.

alesana boys

2009-03-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

This video of them is seriously funny shit. I laughed so hard! Just exactly what I need. I love their music, I like their styles, I adore their personalities and I definitely heart these Alesana boys. Lovelove!

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week!

2009-03-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Tyson Jay Ritter

Need I say more?

love,
n. ritter.

the all-american rejects!

2009-03-01T16:43:00.016+08:00

AAR rocksssssssssss!

When I heard they were here, I just had to go and see them. If you guys remembered, Tyson Ritter was in my Top 20 rock boys list, so I had to see him! They were so friendly, nice and warm. And boy, Tyson Ritter was so beautiful. I could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed. That blue eyes were just crazy beautiful!

I never thought they would be that nice, especially Tyson, since he has achieved so much. I mean he's in a well-known band which he is the lead vocalist, he's also a hollywood actor (he acted in house bunny) and is a model too. (he has modeled for big names like Hugo Boss and also did runway) Tyson was so crazy and funny like he has A.D.D or something. Haha. He interacted well with the crowd too. He had this personality that was very likeable.

Okay so, first, I had my AAR poster (which was given free on that day) signed during the autograph session. Nick was the first in line followed by Mike, Chris and last was Tyson. Nick was friendly enough to strike up a conversation, he was very sweet. And when it was Tyson's turn to sign, he said "wassup" and stuff and when he wanted to return the poster to me, he looked up, said "here you go", smiled and totally winked at me. That gorgeous blue eyes winked at me! I SWORE I FORGOTTEN TO BREATHE FOR 3 WHOLE SECONDS.

Then it was the photograph taking session. Tyson was sort of eager to shake Dowayne's hand. Don't ask me why, I had no idea. So Dowayne was like "Cool hat." And Tyson almost immediately put it on Dowayne's head before the cameraman took our photo. And the picture turned out like this.

HAHAHA. Tyson looked ridiculous! He looked so gangsta. Heh. Still cute. AAR = awesomeness.

Anyways, we were bored walking around town after that. Bored because HMV doesn't have Alesana's album and Image 2001 ran out of Alesana's tees. So yeah, we didn't get to buy any Alesana stuff which we planned to. Pffft. We then decided to go to Paragon's Toys R Us since both of us haven't been there before. You know, I wish I could buy the whole store. Toys nowadays are fucking fantastic! Dowayne got his eyes on the Power Tour Electric Guitar and decided to grab it. This $60 toy is amazing! We couldn't stop playing til 3 in the morning!

The next toy we're gonna get is Hasbro Nerf N Strike Recon Blaster! All of the Alesana boys own one of those nerf dart guns. We've seen them play on one of the videos on youtube and it looks like a lot of fun. I can't wait to get my hands on those!

Conclusion.Yesterday was fun fun fun. Oh and of course I wouldn't end this entry without some self-taken pictures of myself. CAMWHORE TIME!

love,
nad.

best friend

2009-02-25T18:22:00.005+08:00

A best friend share the happy

and sad times with you

love,
nadia.

candles - hey monday

2009-02-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

The power lines went out and I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all, not answering my phone
All the games you played, the promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started only darkness still remains

Lost sight, couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light, blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight but I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before, there’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind, playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible, invisible to me
My wish is coming true, erase the memory of your face

Lost sight, couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light, blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight but I think I’ll be alright

One day you will wake up with nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday you will get back everything you gave me

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light, blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight but I think I’ll be alright

love,
nadia.

crump it out

2009-02-21T15:44:00.003+08:00

You have got to love those Alesana boys. That was fucking hilarious.

love,
nadeeyo.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-02-20T22:30:00.001+08:00

Aubrey O'day

love,
nadia.

inside joke

2009-02-20T00:48:00.004+08:00

I now officially have a ""gay" best friend with benefits". Yaye?

God, you make me laugh.

love,
nutz.

almost lover

2009-02-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Happy 21st Birthday.

love,
nadia. (the girl you used to call love)

twister baby!

2009-02-16T01:53:00.005+08:00

It's 2 am in the morning and I'm still wide awake with the TV on playing live broadcast of Manchester United match against Derby.

So here I am, fantasizing about playing twister with guys in uniform. Thanks to Sidiqie for mentioning that. Pfffffft. Although all he said was, "Twister is an interesting game. If we were to play it right now, everyone here (referring to his firefighters team) would enthusiastically wanna play. Twister with guys and girls are just crazyyy."

Those words got me into this whole different wild imagination!

Firefighters sliding down the poles are so sexy! Okayyy, that was totally random. I'll shut up now.

love,
nadia.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-02-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

Michael Castro

Too bad he didn't make it through to American Idol's Top 36. I was rooting for him damn it.

And...I wanna have his babiesssssss!

love,
nadia.

the red jumpsuit apparatus

2009-02-12T12:08:00.010+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus is coming to town and I'm ass broke. This will be like the millionth time I have to pass a good concert. This is one of the 78549862151 great bands I cannot get to see because of the lack of money. Shit, I have to save my money from now on. No more excessive spending, no more shopping, no more shoes, no more bags, no more...oh fuck who am I kidding? I already missed the chance to catch Avenged Sevenfold, Saosin, Anberlin, Copeland, The Academy Is, Boys Like Girls, Panic At The Disco, etc. Now, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Why me?

I am going to take a nice shower, get ready and have an amazing time with Sakina at Wild Wild Wet and not think about anything else. We are going to get wild and wet, swimming and getting on the rides with our fabulous oversize shades on. We just roll like that, WHAT!

love,
naddie yo.

*stupid blog won't allow me to post pictures. fucked up. again- WHY ME?!

bff

2009-02-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

I bought a new red lipstick and new socks yesterday. Can't you tell I'm psyched? Plus, out and about with Miss B. Sweet.

Reminiscing about how actually cool one of our ex-boyfriends were was unexpectedly refreshing. Sakina's ex-boyfriend was a guitarist in a band and he had her name written on his guitar. (Awww!) My ex-boyfriend was an extreme sports fanatic who rode BMX bikes and inline skates on verts. Hence, I spent a lot of my time at skateparks, seeing him practice and hanging out with a lot of 'cool who's into extreme sports people'.

Yeah, we're so scene. Haha. As if! We're like totally groupies. Kidding! Geezzzzzzz!

I need to make my bangs thicker, straighter and one inch shorter.

love,
nadzzz.

orgasm!

2009-02-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

I wish that kiss were longer and more than a peck.

love,
naddiez.

something

2009-02-07T13:43:00.007+08:00

You know what's incredibly sexy? When a really hot and talented musician has an amazingly good, kind heart. The Farro brothers actually went to China to help finish up one of the orphanage there. Awwwwwwwww. Can you say sweet?!

You're incredibly fucking amazing Josh. (And Zac too of course) Heh.

Anyways, I have this song stuck in my head for 2 days straight now. Anybody who has the song please let me know. Pleeeeeeaaaassssssseeeeee.

Okay enough begging. I got to go get ready. I'm late! Meeting the girlfriend in a couple of hours.

love,
nadiaaaaaaa.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-02-06T17:46:00.008+08:00

This week the title goes to 18 year old photographer, Joey Lawrence. He is so talented, it's super sexy. How talented you might ask? Well, he is the superb photographer behind those Twilight posters you've probably seen at every single bustops or malls/cinemas. Yes, he is only 18. He has also shot some of my favorite bands like Silverstein, Emanuel, Panic At The Disco, Greeley Estates and lots more. And he has shot music videos for some promising bands as well. Now, how's that for talent and achievement for an 18 year old?! Can I say major?

To see his amazing work, go to his website. I have put up a link, Joey Lawrence Fine Art, under my guilty pleasure. Take a look at his crazy beautiful work.

“It can be very confusing and misleading when I tell people I shoot people for a living. I’m not really the violent type.”
- Joey Lawrence

love,
nadia.

drifting apart

2009-02-04T15:01:00.003+08:00

I feel like a lot of people around me are slowly drifting away from me. It's funny how having a girlfriend/boyfriend, new friends, new status, new "personality" can do to some people. It sucks to be forgotten and to feel like you're not needed anymore. It sucks even more when you're needed only when things started going bad for them. I feel so goddamn used.

Yep, we are definitely drifting apart.

not so much love,
nadia.

pro skater tony hawk

2009-02-03T16:10:00.002+08:00

Oh fuck yeah. That man is awesome.

Man, I need to get my wheels fixed. Miss it too much. Old times, old times. And no, before you guys start accusing me of being a poser, I am not good at skateboarding. I don't do tricks and I don't do verts and shit. I just plainly skate. I'm goofy (which I don't get by the way since I'm right-handed) and Dowayne's regular. You?

love,
naddie.

team xtreme!

2009-02-02T20:00:00.010+08:00

I miss Team Xtreme. Like a lot.

I enjoy watching wrestling. For me, as a kid, it was the most dramatic, exhilarating thing in the world. Hulk Hogan, Owen & Bret Hart, British Bulldog, etc. Oh man, those were the days. And then came The Hardy Boyz. Those brothers are awesome. I remembered wanting only Jeff Hardy for Christmas. Favorite!

And then Lita joined them and Team Xtreme was born. I became a fan instantly! Lita was amazing. I loved watching her wrestle. She was my favorite WWE Diva. She was fast and did all those really cool moves that the rest of the WWE Divas couldn't do. But I got to admit though, what she did to Matt Hardy wasn't cool. That was just plain sick and low. Apparently, she cheated on Matt with his own good friend, fellow wrestler, Edge. (Lita and Matt had been dating for 6 years)

I still remember when I was in high school, probably in 2001, Dowayne and I rented WWE dvds every single day for a whole month. Yes, in total, we rented 30 WWE dvds. Can you say insane?!

Wrestling just wasn't the same without Team Xtreme.

love,
nadia hardy.

hopeless romantic

2009-02-02T12:54:00.002+08:00

I wish a cute, good dresser, perfume wearer, musically inclined, financially stable, romantic (but not in a mushy way) rock dude with great hair would sweep me off my feet.

What? Is that too much to ask?

love,
nadon.

favorite video of all time

2009-01-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

Here it is!

love,
nadzzzzz

kurt cobain!

2009-01-31T14:37:00.006+08:00

I totally spaced out. I forgotten Kurt Cobain. He was definitely one of my crushes when I was younger. He was so hot! So so hot and troubled. And I always thought Dave Grohl was funny as hell. (As if you guys don't already know, Dave Grohl was in Nirvana before Foo Fighters.) I remembered as a kid watching my first ever Foo Fighters music video, Big Me and loved it. Just because it sorta made fun of those Mentos commercial. Dave Grohl is hilarious, you gotta love it.

This is Nirvana for you rock souls out there.

And no, I don't believe he killed himself, as troubled as he may seemed. He was definitely murdered. That's what I think anyways. There was just too much to not believe he was killed. If only they re-open the case.

R.I.P Kurt Cobain.

love,
na-dia.

ella and slash! and a whole loads of classic rock videos

2009-01-30T17:44:00.007+08:00

I just found out that Ella had worked with Slash on her ninth album in 1999. Are you fucking kidding me? SLASH PEOPLE! Oh my god. Motherfucking sick guitar player, Slash! I nearly fell from my chair.

I have been a fan of his then band, Guns N' Roses and of course his sick guitar playing since I was 5 years old! Axl Rose was my ultimate crush back then. No seriously, he was hot when he was younger. That super soft long hair had me. Ha ha.

Growing up, I realized my celebrities crushes were not all boybandish types, whatever that means. I grew up liking Axl Rose from Guns N' Roses, I thought Amy Search and Jon Bon Jovi were somehow appealing and then when I was 11, I had a huge crush on Damon Albarn from Blur. That same year, I also started listening to No doubt and looked up to Gwen Stefani. You have no idea how much I love her, although I prefered her better with the band than her solo stuff. She was the first ever female celebrity I looked up to.

Now, I wanna show you some of my favorite classic rock videos/songs. But to my dismay, my most favorite classic rock video of all time "wasn't available in my country" according to youtube. Can you believe that November Rain by Guns N' Roses wasn't available?!?!!!?! Fuck fuck fuck. I fucking love that video. UGH. Well, at least they have Slash guitar solo of November Rain (see above). I'll Be There For You and Always both by Bon Jovi wasn't available as well. So here's Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen and Don't Cry by Guns N' Roses. Enjoy rockers.

If you guys don't know, or worst, have not heard these classic rock songs then you should just shoot yourself in the head and be better off dead. Seriously, I mean, come on. How can anyone not know these fucking good old classic rock songs? They're such legends.

I really need to thank my brother for the exposure of these rock bands and songs. And of course, my parents for the 10 year gap between my brother and me. So while he was in his teens playing skateboard and listening to rock bands, little did he know he had influenced his little kid sister. Heh.

love,
nadiotz.

Sakina, if you're reading this, all this talk about long hair rockers made me think about my abang awie la! I wonder how he's doing and if he's still in the force and such. God, I miss that face.

hottie hot hottie of the week

2009-01-30T11:24:00.006+08:00

ELLA

Can you believe this petite and very cute queen of rock is 42 years old?! She amazes me.

UPDATED!

I can't seem to stop singing this song. It keeps playing on repeat in my head!

love,
nadia.

i miss bangkok!

2009-01-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

love,
nadia.

mr. johnson and cute little beanies

2009-01-28T15:07:00.013+08:00

Martin Johnson from Boys Like Girls cracks me up. The video of him and his friends/bandmates acting crazy singing "Single Ladies" on his personal blog (martinsays.com) is seriously hilarious shit. HA HA HA. One thing for sure though, they sure know how to have fun. You rock, Mr. Johnson.

I've been searching for a cute beanie for quite some time now. It is really hard to find the types I have in mind, you have no idea. I know what I want, (pictures below) I just have to find it. And it's not easy finding cute little beanies in sunny Singapore. Ugh.

I need to get out. Unwind and chillax. Get some air, you know. I don't go out much anymore, friends are all busy doing their thing. They have places to go, people to meet, things to settle. And I'm...stuck here. Surprise, surprise. I miss my friends, the usual clique. I miss chillaxing at some overrated coffee chain hang-out. I miss hanging out till wee hours in the morning with no sense of purpose. I even miss dating! I seriously need to get out there and meet new people.

Oh my god. My social life sucks.

love,
nadia.

matt lysgaard

2009-01-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

The dude is fucking good. I like how he cleverly changed the lyrics to be more suitable for a guy to sing this song. This is Matt Lysgaard from Denmark everybody.

love,
nadia.

rayban gangsta

2009-01-27T17:15:00.002+08:00

Oh fuck yeah.

love,
nadia.